pachhe thaki' jiva laya padankera dhuli
sarva-ange makhe chale bada kutuhali [26]
Remaining behind, Jiva collected dust from their footprints, smeared it all
over his body, and proceeded with great delight.
jagannatha-misra-grhe karila pravesa
sachi-mata sri-charane janaya visesa [27]
They entered the home of Jagannath Misra and spoke carefully at the holy feet
of Mother Sachi.
"sunago janani ei jiva mahamati
sri-gauranga-priya-dasa bhagyavan ati" [28]
"O Mother, listen! This is Jiva, a dear servant of Sri Gauranga. He is very
intelligent and very fortunate."
balite balite jiva achhadiya pade
chhinna-mula taru yena bada bada jhade [29]
As Nityananda Prabhu spoke, Jiva threw himself down like a tree uprooted by
an intense storm.
sachira charane padi' yaya gadagadi
sattvika vikara dehe kare hudahudi [30]
He bowed at the feet of Sachi and rolled on the ground. Divine ecstasy surged
through his body.
krpa kari' sachi-devi kaila asirvada
sei dina sei grhe paila prasada [31]
Sachi Devi mercifully blessed him, and that day he received prasad in her
home.
visnu-priya sachi-devi-ajna yabe paila
nana anna vyanjanadi randhana karila [32]
Receiving the order of Sachi Devi, Visnu Priya cooked rice, various
vegetables, and other things.
sri-vamsi-vadanananda prabhu kata-ksane
sri-gaurange bhoga nivedila sayatane [33]
Sri Vamsi Vadanananda Prabhu then carefully offered the preparations to Sri
Gauranga.
isana thakura sthana kari' atahpara
nityanande bhunjaila harisa antara [34]
Isan Thakur then prepared a place and fed Nityananda, with joy in his
heart.
putra-snehe sachi-devi nityanande bale
"khao vachha nityananda jananira sthale [35]
With motherly affection, Sachi Devi said to Nityananda, "Eat, my child.
Nityananda, You are in the home of Your mother.
ei ami gaurachandre bhunjanu gopane
tumi khaile bada sukhi ha-i ami mane" [36]
"Privately, I fed this to Gaurachandra. If You eat it, I will be very happy
at heart."
jananira vakye prabhu nityananda-raya
bhunjila anande, jiva avasista paya [37]
At the request of Mother Sachi, Nityananda Ray joyfully ate, and Jiva
received His remnants.
jiva bale, "dhanya ami mahaprabhu-ghare
painu prasada anna ei mayapure" [38]
Jiva said, "I am so fortunate to have received prasad at the home of
Mahaprabhu in Mayapur."
bhojana kariya tabe nityananda-raya
sachi-devi sri-charane ha-ila vidaya [39]
After eating, Nityananda Ray took leave of Sachi Devi's holy feet.
yaibara kale sange vamsike la-ila
sri-jiva vamsira pade pranati karila [40]
As He was leaving, He took Vamsi Vadanananda with Him. Sri Jiva bowed at the
feet of Vamsi.
jiva prati bale prabhu, "e vamsi-vadana
sri-krsnera priya-vamsi jane bhakta-jana [41]
Nityananda said to Jiva, "This is Vamsi Vadanananda. The devotees know him to
be Sri Krishna's dear flute.
ihara krpaya jiva haya krsnakrsta
maharasa labhe sabe ha-iya satrsna [42]
"By his mercy, souls become attracted to Krishna and desire to join the Rasa
Dance.
dekha jiva ei grhe chaitanya-thakura
ama saba laye lila karila prachura [43]
"Jiva, look! Lord Chaitanya performed many Pastimes with us in this
house.
ei dekha jagannatha misrera mandira
visnu-puja nitya yatha karitena dhira [44]
"See here. This is the Temple of Jagannath Misra, where Gaura would earnestly
worship Visnu each day.
ei grhe karitena atithi-sevana
tulasi-mandapa ei karaha darsana [45]
"In this house, the Lord would serve guests. See here His tulasi
courtyard.
sri-gauranga-chandra grhe chhila yata kala
pitara achara palitena bhakta-pala [46]
"When Sri Gaurachandra, the maintainer of the devotees, was present at home,
He would perform His father's duties.
ebe saba vamsi-thakurera tattvadhine
isana nirvaha kare prati dine dine [47]
"Isan Thakur now performs these duties each day under the direction of Vamsi
Thakur.
ei sthane chhila eka nimba vrksa-vara
prabhura parase vrksa ha-ila agochara" [48]
"In this place, there was a great neem tree that disappeared upon being
touched by the Lord."
yata kande nityananda kariya varnana
jiva vamsi dunhe tata karaye krandana [49]
Nityananda wept as He described all of this, as did Jiva and Vamsi.
dekhite dekhite tatha aila srivasa
chari-jane chale chhadi' jagannatha-vasa [50]
Just then, Srivas arrived, and the four of them then left Jagannath Misra's
home.
sata-dhanu uttarete srivasa-angana
jive dekhaila prabhu anandita mana [51]
Three hundred and twenty metres to the north, Nityananda Prabhu joyfully
showed Srivas Angan to Jiva.
srivasa-angane jiva yaya gadagadi
smariya prabhura lila preme hudahudi [52]
Jiva rolled on the ground in Srivas Angan. Remembering the Pastimes of the
Lord there, he was overwhelmed with divine love.
sri-jiva uthibamatra dekhe eka ranga
nachichhe gauranga laye bhakta antaranga [53]
Jiva immediately had a vision: he saw Gauranga dancing with His intimate
devotees.
mahasankirtana dekhe vallabha-nandana
sarva-bhakta majhe prabhura apurva nartana [54]
Jiva saw the Lord's maha-sankirtan and wonderful dancing amidst all the
devotees.
nachichhe advaita prabhu nityananda-raya
gadadhara haridasa nache ara gaya [55]
Advaita Prabhu, Nityananda Ray, Gadadhar, and Haridas were dancing and
singing.
suklambara nache ara sata sata jana
dekhiya premete jiva haila achetana [56]
Seeing Suklambar and hundreds of other devotees dancing, Jiva fainted in
divine love.
chetana paile ara se ranga na bhaya
kandi' jiva gosvami karena haya haya [57]
"kena mora kichhu purve janama nahila
emana kirtanananda bhagye na ghatila [58]
When he regained consciousness and this vision disappeared, Jiva Goswami wept
and lamented, "Why was I not born a little earlier? I was not fortunate
enough to be part of such ecstatic kirtan.
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