"I Want Purity"

His Divine Grace Om Vishnupad
Srila Bhakti Nirmal Acharya Maharaj
22 December 2011

 

Do you recite your gayatri? Tell me the Guru gayatri. [Silence] You took initiation but you are not doing gayatri... How many months is it since you took initiation? Five or six months have passed, but you still cannot recite your gayatri...

I am testing everybody. I am very serious—Gurudev gave me this position, and I am a serious Guru. I want to bring Srila Sridhar Maharaj's culture here again. If I die, it is not a problem, but I will bring Srila Sridhar Maharaj's pure conception.

Srila Sridhar Maharaj said that for those who did not come to the mangal arati, breakfast would be closed, they should never be given breakfast; and Gurudev made it milder: those who did not come to the mangal arati should themselves understand it and should not come for breakfast.

I have to be heavy. I do not want and do not need so many disciples. I do not want quantity—I want quality. They can take initiation from others, no problem, if I have only one disciple, it is sufficient—he can rescue the whole world and can manage all temples. I do not want so many disciples, I do not like that. That is my opinion, and I am telling it to everybody.

Too many disciples will make disturbance, make problem, and all the problems will come to me. If they do anything bad, the fault will come to me because when a Guru gives initiation, he takes all of the sisya's bad karma, and if the sisya does bad karma again after the initiation, the Guru will suffer. I do not want so many disciples—I want purity.

Why do you take initiation? You do not do japa, you do not do gayatri... You must do it every day.

নিজ সুখ লাগি' পাপে নাহি ডরি
দয়াহীন স্বার্থপর ।
পর-সুখে দুঃখী সদা মিথ্যাভাষী

nija sukha lagi' pape nahi dari
daya-hina svartha-para
para-sukhe duhkhi sada mithya-bhasi...

What is the next line? Tell me. Have you forgotten? Why? What do you remember? When you remember Nityananda Prabhu, your mind or brain will never be disturbed, but what do you remember? Who do you remember? Tell me.

নিজ সুখ লাগি' পাপে নাহি ডরি
দয়াহীন স্বার্থপর ।
পর-সুখে দুঃখী সদা মিথ্যাভাষী
পরদুঃখ সুখকর ॥

nija sukha lagi' pape nahi dari
daya-hina svartha-para
para-sukhe duhkhi sada mithya-bhasi
para-duhkha sukha-kara

"For my own happiness, I am not afraid to sin. I am devoid of compassion and my own interest is supreme for me. I am sad when others are happy, I always lie, and I am happy when others are sad."

 

 

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